Nakakatawa how one falls in love and
falls out
of it...
Nakakatawa how one would die looking for it,
while one would just let
it die...
Nakakatawa how each and everyone of us is very
much affected by love...
Nakakatawa how everyone live by because of LOVE
Well, here is a story...
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In a dream, GOD told me, that I could pick up a
man I like from his fields.
But I have to choose only one. Once na nakapili
na ako, I have to raise my hand and say I
finally found him, then go back to GOD for
praise. But, he has this condition, na I could
never turn back. Once nalampasan ko, I should
move forward. Sabi ko, "GOD won't give me rotten
crops of men. I have been a good daughter and I
deserve to be with a good man".
So my journey began. As I went through the
field, nakita ko ang iba't-ibang klase ng
lalake. Some were tempting me to pick them up.
Pero sabi ko, baka may mas gwapo, mas mabait,
mas matalino, mas masipag, mas mahal ako sa
dulo ng field na ito. I let go. Once. Twice.
Believing that in the end of the field is my
prince, waiting for me.Then I saw a man. He sees
me while I was there picking up crops in
GODS field. He looked at me straight eye. And I
don't know why, pero there is something in him
that I longed for. Pero di pwede. I have to make
it to the end of the field. I have to see the
right prince. If habang lumalayo ako, nakakakita
ako ng ganitong klase ng lalake, baka in the
other end may mas hihigit pa sa kanya. Until, I
reached the end of the field. GOD asked
me "Di ba napakakulit mo, araw raw nagdadasal ka
na magkaroon ng partner in life, but ngayon
bakit wala kang dala. My crops are all fresh and
good. There is none there na di maganda. All for
the picking." I answered. "I thought I would see
someone at the end of your crops, my LORD, wala
na pala".
Each steps to perfection na hinahanap ko is a
step to nothingness. I have met someone in my
path but I did let him go. Believeing na there
is someone better, at the end of your field.
God said, Im sorry my child, but you have to
face reality. I have given you enough time to
choose. Face these consequences.Then I
said, "I'm sorry that I wasn't brave enough to
raise my hand in the middle of the field and
commit myself to someone. I was not ready to
face the challanges of life with someone I
thought was of lesser value than me.. I'm sorry".
Nagising akong umiiyak, saying sorry to GOD and
to my life. Then I realize that GOD is giving me
another chance to choose, but not in his field
but in the fields of uncertainty. Now Im looking
at the one looking at me straight eyed wondering
if he is the one. What is the meaning of all my
efforts and wealth, I may become the best doctor
but to whom will I share my care and love for
all the days of my life.
We are not getting any younger.
Explore GODS field. But please respect other
fields.