My Adventures! - June 17, 2001
Show last night. It was fun. I got to hang out at the CCR table and sell stuff. I liked that. Plus I was really really tired so it was nice to sit down. Then Denny's. Woo baby. Doug went to the bathroom and I put stuff in his drink. It was fun. Then when I went to the bathroom he put a lot of stuff in mine. Stuff = syrup. It was so gross. I didn't try it. I told him that if he drank some more I'd try it and he did but I didn't try it still. I just got another drink. But it was root beer and not Dr Pepper so that was gross. And after we dropped Brian off, Doug and I went on a walk around the high school. I climbed a really tall fence and when I got to the top, getting down was even harder. It was chanlink and my shoes wouldn't really fit in the holes so I had to use my wussy arms a lot. Back down I had to ust my arms entirely, except for the three of four bars that were placed horizontally every 8 or 9 feet. I could stand on those. It was scary and I hurt my hands. Then Doug and I turned the PHS marquee sign that read "Congratulations Class Of 2001" into "Flatulant Ass 2001". I have a picture here. And that is all for now.

   You're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground... - June 10, 2001
Ben Folds Five rocks me so hard it's not even funny. But this song is just... eep. I think it's my favorite song at the moment. I really really really want the CD that it's on. So there is a show on the 16th I am trying to go to. If I go I will go with Doug. Doug is also going with this nice Rachel girl I think. Mike asked me to bring her but I don't know if I can go but Doug said he would. And he has asked Brian Carlton to go. Brian is nice as well. I like nice people, they make me happy. Mean people do not. I amn't mean. Most of the time. But yeh and I was gonna say something else. My sister is funny. A lot of the time she'll say something and not even realize it made no sense. And sure I took it out of context but still, there WAS no context. It was just pure silly. Another good song: "Justice Prevails" by Further Seems Forever. I have Will's Doubble Donkey Disc and now he's asking for it back. I saw Cydney and Alex Colley in the mall today. Chance meeting. I haven't spoken to Cyd in a while, and not Alex since school got out. Josh Branum and Brian Carlton both talked to me online today. It was weird, I hardly ever talk to them, online or otherwise. I spend a lot of time with Doug. I kinda feel bad about it. It seems like it's time I used to spend with Melissa or Corrin and now I'm ditching them for him. I think. But I do very much enjoy being with him. So I would like them all to be happy, yes? But no. I don't know. It's too earlylate to be writing. I'm gonna redo my Top Ten Songs list. The other one was a lame attempt at being lazy. I'm going underwear shopping tomorrow. I just got in a really bad mood and I don't know why. Argh. I guess I'll stop talking up room now... Later yo.

   Eat until you puke! - June 4, 2001
Teehee... Right now I have huge pupils. Monsterous. Gargantuous, even! But hey it all comes with having someone shine a light into your eyes so they can see any "abnormalities"... bah. Thank goodness I have no such things, and my eyes are quite healthy. I ordered two boxes of green colored contact lense today. I had wanted grey but when I tried 'em on they looked funky. My mom and the lady liked the lighter brown color the best but that looked a little too... natural? I dunno. But green should be here within five to seven business days, thank you very much. So, rock. After that my mom and I went to eat at Jerry's Cajun Cafe and we ate food. A lot of it. Muahaha. It was funny. But no I did not vomit, thank God, although I gagged on the last three bites (no joke). We had to freak our waiter out and eat it all. It's fun! But yeh... I guess that's all for now.

   The war invades my mind. - June 1, 2001
Today I played EverQuest for the first time ever while at Will Vannerson's house. I made a Dark Elf Rogue named Leikotha. I died twice.. haha. The first time I died it was because a skeleton attacked me and hey guys I'm level one here. And the second time Will told me to go ahead and try to kill the... whatever the hell it was. Well it killed me. bah. I never even made it to level two before I had to go to work. But now I kind of want to play some more... but it would be unloyal to AC. Or something. Man. AC was a lot of fun. EQ seems a lot more confusing... argh. I hate games. Games suxxors.

   Maybe it is. - May 31, 2001
The other day Doug and I were hanging out, and I sat up and he just looked at me and said "You're beautiful." Kinda out of nowhere. It seemed rather spontaneous... and it made me really happy. Sure, I've been told I was pretty and stuff before [yep, I'll get my head out of my butt soon, don't worry] but the way he said it just was really cool. And that's just been on my mind. And yep, that's all for now.

   Mix tapes? - May 26, 2001
Have you ever made a mix tape? I swear, it's like a high. I made one for Doug and now I really want to make another one. It's just so fun. I love it. But that's all I have to say right now.

   The rant of my school - May 22, 2001
Basically, PHS sucks a lot of ass. Violently. The guidance counselors are incompetent. I went there with the intent of going over my CPT scores and asking what sort of DE classes would be in my best interested, saw my guidance counselor, and just kinda left. I mean, last time I asked her something she kept turning the question out on me. Look woman, I don't know what classes I should take. I have no basic idea of a suitable career; how then can I plan for one? Hence the word GUIDANCE. By no they're just a bunch of fat coffee drinking glorps, akin to the hippos that invade the muddy waters of East Africa.

   Academic what? - May 22, 2001
I think I made a big huge oh-my-goodness-what-did-I-do kind of mistake. I... *dun dun dun*... signed up to take Physics II Honors! [lightning crashes] Yes, 'tis true my friends. I, the person who made a C average in Physics I Honors has initiated a change in schedule for the next year that will result in me taking the equivalent of 75% of a two semester college Physics course. Thank my lucky stars I have enough sense not to sign up for AP Physics. I think it would eat me alive. When asking Mr. McFee if he would recommend me for the course he said that I was certainly qualified, and that people less qualified had signed up which he will have removed. I guess that's good. And the C's I made were with little or no effort, depending on the chapter. I might have done the homework a total of 5 times over the entire semester, and we had homework an average of 4 days a week. And I still pulled off a C, both times! So maybe I won't die... TOO badly. Yes sir.

   FCAT scores and ACT bitchings - May 18, 2001
I had made a 3 on Reading and a 4 on Math for the FCAT test, out of 5, which was the average score I guess. But man it made my parents upset. I showed them the scores and they demanded to know why I didn't do better. I was like "eep!". I don't know. I thought I did better than that but I GUESS NOT! That was about on Tuesday I got them. Then today, we get different scores. These tell me that I made a perfect score on reading and got 44 out of 48 on math. All in all, I scored higher than/as well as 99% of other tenth graders across the country on both sections. So my parents are happy, but then start harping on my grades in physics. And then my dad keeps bothering me about taking the ACT. I told him I'd take it next fall, that I refuse to have him pay for the late fee (total of $41 in Florida) for me to take it in June. It's so... growl. I hate it. I hate having brilliant siblings, like a sister who scores a 30 on her ACT the first try and a 32 as her final score. It's horrifying to think that I'm being compared to that. My parents are also afraid that I'll be a lazy bum and do nothing with my life. It's a big load of jumbledygook that I despise. And that is all for now.