| HOW I OPENED TO MY ABILITIES |
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| A little over a year ago my journey to opening to my abilities began. I had a friend I have known since I was about 12 years old. We lost touch for five years and for some reason I decided I need to get back in contact with her in March of that year. We talked several times on the phone and we got together several times over the course of three months. Not once did our conversations gear toward her Grandmother or her ailing health. June 1st of that same year I began scanning the obituaries of the newspaper every single day. I was looking for the ad announcing her Grandmother's death. I had a very strong feeling and just "knew" she was going to die soon. I looked every day until the 12th of June. I just seemed to have forgotten all about it on that day for some reason. On June 12th at 9pm my friend called to tell me her Grandmother had passed the day before and that the 13th was her Grandmother's birthday. |
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| HOW GRAMMY'S SPIRIT HELPED ME |
| After I hung up the phone with my friend I sat down to write some errands down for the next day and suddenly this poem started coming out of me and flowing onto the paper about an angel. I could not get angels out of my head even after I wrote the poem. I decided to buy the three remaining family members each a statue of an angel. I gave each one a statue of an angel and a copy of my newly written poem in lieu of flowers. So the following Saturday I went to the funeral and gave each person the items I set out to give in their time of grief. I came back from the funeral and started doing laundry later that evening. I was folding laundry when suddenly Grammy's voice came into my head! She said, "Thank you for doing that for me." "It really meant a lot to me." "I love you dear." Now I was really tripping out! I could not figure out what was happening to me or why it was happening, but I was brought back to all of those incidents that happened to me as a child as well. This time I was not scared at all. It was a very peaceful and loving feeling that sort of enveloped me and hugged me close as she was talking to me. It felt very warm and comfortable. I was profoundly curious from that moment on and my journey to learning about my abilities, how to open up to them, and how to use them began. |
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| 2003 LEIANAS MYSTICAL FOREST |