by SPaZ
another hopless cloud of depression rains on me
no wonder the world seems so far away
these needles of pain are not allowing me to see
tripping, falling, getting knocked down
i have the bruises and scars to prove it
dont look so profound
you block your eyes from seeing the truth
melting away all of me that was known
you were too scared to open your mind
so you hide away in a corner you call home
i can be living mentally in a place where no one notices the contrast
of white on white
but somehow, in between a hell and you, the angles get a better view of
the crumbling differences between wrong and right
she was always told she was pretty
and she could go so very far
but with all the pressure- kept getting the wind knocked outta her
if felt to her like a fucking metal bar.
falling in love seemed like a dream
living, breathing- taking a whole new view on life
she wanted all to feel how she did, or seemed.
but sometimes love breaks
like it did to her
she sat back unable to cry out and felt the burn
she looked for something to hold onto, something that wouldent break or
fall apart, like the pieces of her broken heart
from where i'm sittin this world isnt fitting and im running backwards,
wheres the fucking sky, all i see is the ground- here we go another
round- when will tomorrow come, "oh soon" you hear another say, but when i
wake up is it just gonna be another bad bad day?
from where im sittin this life aint fitting, whats right for me is
wrong for another i can never even please my own mother- yes i admit i was
a mistake i fucked things up but thats over now cuz im here now so
mabye to make things better i'll just fade into the backdrop, throw me in a
closet and put on a lock- would anyone even notice- would anyone even
care i sereiously doubt it i could think it over, if i could i might
press rewind but who the fuck cares.... i could think it over.......a
teenage suicide.