LEGOLAS TITLE:Elenath AUTHOR:Emily Kinsman RATING:PG FEEDBACK: emilyk@apptechnc.net DISCLAIMER:The characters from Lord of the Rings, their wonderful world, and the Elf-lore are all borrowed from J.R.R. Tolkien. I wish he were alive to see the LOTR pandamonium! The plotline and all other characters are copyright 2002 Emily Kinsman. 'Nuff Said SUMMARY:I don't want to ruin any surprises, but an Elf-babe is abandoned in our world (through a nexus of sorts) to be raised by a human woman. This is the story of her return to her true home. FEEDBACK: Please Please, Pretty Please tell me what you think! I'm new at this. ARCHIVE: YES ****************************************************** 36. Elenath tried to explain to her young friends everything that she had learned about herself, but was quickly called away for practice with the guards. Fortunately, Kara showed up about that time, and after another emotional reunion, filled them in on everything from Elenath's Elven blood and Royal birth to her history with Legolas, while the preparations for battle went on around them. She left out the part about impending battle, unsure if they could deal with it. They had been upset enough when she told them that no, there was no electricity in Middle Earth. For a while after Kara fell silent, the newcomers watched Elenath train with the warriors of Mirkwood, shouting encouragement and saying things like, "Look at that wicked sword!" and "Man, this is freakin' awesome!" "No, this is not 'freakin' awesome,'" said Elenath, sitting out for a few moments to catch her breath. "This is freakin' for real. " "What do you mean?" asked Marcus. The princess sighed. "Sit down. I've got something important to tell you." They gathered in a tight circle as the Elves looked on curiously and Elenath caught her breath. "I've never lied to you," said the princess at last, looking each of them in the eye in turn, "and I don't intend to start doing so now." "That bad, eh?" said Marcus. "We're in trouble aren't we?" "Yeah," said Elenath. "Big trouble. Guys, it sounds to me like you prayed yourselves right into Mirkwood, and God would not have allowed you to come here without a good reason. But I have to say that I'm worried about all of you." "What are you talking about?" asked Susan, "Sum- I mean Elenath, this is us, remember? The ones who hit the drug houses and shine light into the darkness. We're cool. We can take care of ourselves." "You don't understand," said the Princess, "You've been dropped right in the middle of a war zone. This palace is secure, and the surrounding Kingdom is relatively safe, but we are under siege, surrounded by the enemy and cut off from our allies." The kids did grow sober then. "You mean that we are all going to die." "I don't know," said Elenath. "Nobody knows. The creatures that surround us are orcs - the most hideous beasts that you could ever imagine. They are stupid but they fight with skill and coat their blades and arrows with deadly poison. But the Eagles have been able to notify our allies – the Elves of Rivendell where I was born, and the Elves of Lorien. In about a month there will be a battle. Anything could happen then." She looked at the ground, opening herself to the young men and women around her. "I fear for my people and their way of life. I know that probably sounds crazy to you since I haven't been here that long, but it is true. This place has truly become my home and the Elves here my family, though a day hasn't gone by that I haven't thought of you." The teens gathered closer around her, some of them laying comforting hands on her. Marcus patted her on the arm. "You shouldn't fear. That was one of the first things you taught us, remember? No fear. You're a child of God. A princess not only here, but in the heavenly realms. You became one when you accepted what Jesus did for you on the cross." Susan nodded. "Romans eight fifteen. For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received a spirit of sonship. Jah looks at you as His daughter, Elenath. And He's one powerful Daddy." Elenath smiled at Susan's familiar reference to God. "Jah," a shortened form of Jehovah, was the name that they most often called Him. Another of the kids spoke up. "God is perfect love. First John four eighteen says there is no fear in love and perfect love drives out fear." Then to the Princess' delight, they began to shout in powerful voices: "O Lord," said the guys, and the ladies repeated it. "how many are my foes!" they shouted together. "How many rise up against me (rise up against me)! Many are saying of me, 'God will not deliver him.' But You are a shield (a mighty shield) around me, O Lord; You bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the Lord (To Jah) I cry aloud, And He answers me from His holy hill. I lie down and sleep (a peaceful sleep); I wake again for the Lord sustains me. I will not fear (no, I will not fear) the tens of thousands Drawn up against me on every side!" They stood up, raising their fists into the air and stomping their feet. "Arise O Lord! Deliver us, O my God! Strike all our enemies on the jaw; Break the teeth of the wicked. From the Lord comes deliverance. May Your blessing (AWESOME BLESSING) be on your people!" Everyone on the field had turned to look when they started chanting, including Prince Legolas. He saw a change come over his wife as her friends shouted those words. Her posture changed from afraid to confident. The worried statement on her face changed to a self-assured smile and he was suddenly very glad that they had come. Legolas sighed, just drinking in the beauty of his wife. She was like a flower against the black background of her young friends. "You all are such a blessing," she was saying to them. "Thank you so much." "Hey," said Marcus. "You've been there for us in countless dark times when nobody else would even give us the time of day. We love you, El. We're here for you, and you know that none of us is afraid to die." "We wouldn't be here if we were," laughed Susan. "Whatever you need," continued Marcus, "Just let us know. Maybe we're not warriors in the same way all of these guys are." He gestured to the Elves around them, "But anything we can do to help with this battle… Just let us know, a'ight?" Elenath regarded them with pride in her eyes. "Alright," she said, "You can pray. Pray like you've never prayed before." Legolas witnessed the whole scene from a distance, amazed at Elenath's simple request and her friends' willingness to help. He was about to approach them when Thorondil appeared at his side, riding one horse and leading another. "Your Highness," said the Captain of the Guard, "Am I right in assuming that you've grown restless within the walls of the palace?" He nodded. "You know me well, Thorondil. I long to ride through the forest but my father forbids it." "He has given me leave to scout the road to Rivendell and permission for you to come with me if you wish." Legolas was not about to miss such an opportunity. He had missed his freedom and mounted the horse at once. "Let me tell my wife." Thorondil just nodded, nudging his horse to follow Legolas' toward the group of young humans. Elenath was preparing to return to her practice when he came up beside her. Her smile when she turned toward him was brilliant and he thought that his heart might stop. "Thorondil has requested my presence on a scouting mission," he said to her. Her smile faded. "Give me a moment and I will join you." Legolas reached out to lightly caress her cheek. "No. Stay here, my love. It has done you much good to see these old friends. I can see the change it has brought to you." He looked up and nodded to them, and then returned his gaze to Elenath. "I will return before the day fades into night." "Promise?" she asked. "Of course." With that, he bent low to kiss her. "Practice hard. The Elves of Mirkwood look up to you for strength and encouragement." "As you wish, Legolas, though I know that it is you they really look at for inspiration." The two of them exchanged smiles as he turned his horse and began to ride away. "My heart goes with you," she said to him. He turned his head to look at her again. "As always, my heart remains wherever you are." 37. Legolas did not keep his promise to return that day. As the sun sank below the horizon, Elenath grew worried. She should have gone with him; should have insisted on doing so. Here behind palace walls she could do nothing but pray with David, Kara, and Pastor Mike and those who had arrived with him that day. She wanted to be at her husband's side, whatever the peril he faced, and she knew that he had to be in some kind of peril or he would be with her now. Elenath would not eat and refused to go to bed. Instead, she sat up with Marcus, Susan, Pastor Mike and his new wife Diana as the five of them continued to pray. Now and then some of the other teens would join them for a few minutes before stumbling back to bed. Finally, Lord Elrond approached the group and set a plate of food in front of Elenath. "I'm not hungry, Grandfather," she said. "I'm too worried to eat." He sat down next to her on the floor. "Your friends," he said, gesturing to them, "have the right attitude, it seems. They pray fervently just as this book says to do." He set Elenath's Bible down in front of her. "They do what they can, but they do not fret about what they cannot change." "I can't stand the thought of him hurt somewhere with no one to help him. Would you be so calm if it was me instead of him?" "You really love this Legolas guy, don't you?" asked Marcus, stumbling a little over the prince's name. "I never seen you so worried." "Yes I love him," she said. "Of course I love him. Somewhere in here," she knocked on her head, "are a thousand years of memories. A thousand years I have loved him! And my heart remembers every second. If he's not back by morning, I'm going out after him." "Elenath," said Elrond, "Do not be foolish." "What? What is foolish? They can't hurt me. I'm pregnant." "Elenath, it is true that the orcs would not be able to harm you, but make no mistake, they could hurt you. Pain is not always harmful to the body. If they captured you they would torture you horribly until you wished for death." "Like they're probably torturing Legolas now? How can you expect me to just sit here? I cannot!" Tears welled up in her eyes and Mike placed a comforting hand on her arm. "You do not know that the orcs have him. There could be many reasons he has not returned yet." "Such as? He gave me his word, Mike." Susan picked up Elenath's Bible and flipped though it before starting to read. "Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. Without warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, 'Lord, save us! We're going to drown!' He replied, 'You of little faith, why are you so afraid?' Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm. The men were amazed and asked, 'What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!'" She closed the book and put it down. "Lord, let it be the same in this situation. All things are under Your authority. Keep Prince Legolas safe…" Elenath lost herself in the prayers again. Elrond finally convinced her to eat a little bit, but the plate was by no means empty when it was taken away from the room. Hours later, finally giving in to her weariness, she leaned her head against the wall and closed her eyes, slipping into a light slumber plagued with nightmares. 38. A thick and heavy mist had rolled into Mirkwood during the night, obscuring the princess's vision, but Elenath's bay mare seemed to know where they were going. Elenath had risen at dawn's first light and snuck out of the underground palace to the stables where she used her royal status to secure a horse and provisions. She would find Legolas. Even if it meant being horribly tortured for a thousand years, she would find her husband and would not leave his side ever again. Elenath leaned forward slightly in her saddle and whispered gently in the mare's ear, just as Legolas had taught her. "Quickly now. We must find Legolas and Thorondil." She had already lost her father, and her mother had gone shortly after his death to recover her strength at Rivendell. How could she possibly face the rest of her long life without her husband and uncle by her side? Her mare cantered steadily forward, picking a path easily through trees and over rivers while Elenath lifted heartfelt prayers heavenward for the safety of her loved ones and her ability to find them. She stopped mid-sentence, however, as the fog began to lift, revealing a horrific scene that seemed to freeze time. Her heart skipped a few beats and her eyes would not focus on the two Elves who lay face down next to their slain horses in the fallen autumn leaves. One dark-haired; the other, fair. Elenath's heart sank. "No," she whispered as she dismounted and walked toward them. "No, please no…" Tears welled in her eyes and fell down her cheeks as she reached out to touch the fair-haired Elf's shoulder. Already weeping bitterly, she gently turned him over, her gaze meeting the cold, lifeless blue eyes of Legolas. A piercing wail echoed though the wood, and only moments later did she realize that it came from herself. "No!" she screamed, pulling his body close to herself, wishing that she could die right there. Maybe the orcs would come for her. Why bother with life anymore? "Melamin, what is it?" The voice pierced her consciousness and she looked with hope at the Elf in her arms. He remained lifeless. She scanned the forest around her and saw nothing. But she felt the warmth of living arms around her. Am I hallucinating? she thought. "Amaelamin, come back to me…" It was definitely Legolas' voice, but that was impossible. Legolas was dead. She held his body in her arms. "Oh, Legolas," she wept, closing her eyes tightly against the pain that overwhelmed her heart. "Oh, God, why? Why did I ever let him go?" Loud sobs wracked her. "Forgive me, My Love," she begged, "Please forgive me." "Elenath, My Love, open your eyes." There was his voice again, along with the warmth of his breath on her cheek and the velvet touch of his lips upon hers. Maybe it was his spirit, calling her to follow. "Tula, Melamin. Come back to me, My Love. Open your eyes." She heard movement in the wood around her and smelled the same putrid scent that had permeated Legolas' room when the orcs had attacked there. "Let death come quickly," she prayed. "Please, Father, let it come quickly." "Open your eyes!" came the reply, and she did at last, her gaze meeting the blue living warmth of her husband's. Elenath felt her body jump and stiffen in Legolas' arms. The dim light of early morning was shining timidly through the skylight of the great hall of the underground palace, many concerned faces gathered around, including that of Thorondil. Her arms flew around her husband at once and she realized that she was still weeping. "Shh…" he whispered to her. "You had a bad dream. That is all. You are safe now." "I… I've never experienced a dream so real." She clung to him, trying to regain her composure. "It was as if I was really there." "I know," he whispered. "I know, Melamin." She leaned her head against his shoulder and took deep breaths trying to calm herself. Elenath concentrated on the comforting circles that the prince was tracing on her back with the tips of his fingers and gradually began to breathe normally again. "Where have you been? I've been praying all night long." "I felt your prayers and those of your friends," he replied. "I could hear them, Elenath. They saved our lives, I am sure of it. Thank you." "It's what I was put here for," she replied, "But where were you? What happened?" He shook his head, unwilling to answer. "We both need sleep and neither of us will want to after I tell you where I have been. So I will tell you after we wake up." "But Legolas-" "Melamin, I'm sorry. I cannot bear to repeat it just now. Please… just come to bed and get some rest." He looked around at the crowd that had gathered and whispered to her in Elvish, "Please, Elenath. Come to bed with me. Not an hour ago I feared I would never see you again. Now I just need you to stay close to me." She sighed and managed a weak smile. "As you wish, My Prince."