Four – An Ending

 

            Autumn lengthened over the plains of Éadan, bringing with it storms even darker and even fiercer than the country had known for many a year.  The summer of Elu and Mirulas’ handfasting ceremony was left far behind, and was almost forgotten as the rain lashed across the fields and flattened the crops.  There was a big to do over the first reaping over the wheat and barley in old Eldeen’s plots, and half a dozen cows were lost one night during a particularly brutal storm.  Some said the bad weather was down to the gods being angry at the poor sacrifices that had been offered to them the year before; others said there was evil abroad that was creeping slowly over from the north.  Whatever the truth of the matter, the people became frightened; and a great many of them took to their houses and would not venture out until the skies had brightened.

            During the beginning of September, the attacks began.  It did not really surprise anyone.  There had been too many rumours of Aksees and trolls banding together to rob villages of their grain and cattle.  These were losses that Welle could not afford.  Many of the men gathered together to watch over the granaries and fields in groups at night.  There were skirmishes with the raiders at least once a week.  The folk were not sure how long they would last until the winter came and the weather was too treacherous for the many attacks to be planned on the outlying villages.  Until then, their situation was precarious.  The Aksees especially were strong and hardy.  They could stake out a village for many nights on end without tiring.  If such an attack faced Welle, the village would surely be doomed.

            There was not much lore that existed on the Aksees.  What men fear, they loathe to ponder on.  What they hate, they do not seek to understand.  It was said that during the War of the Sundering, the black magics of the tûrkals and their queen, Tolminäre, had opened the gateway between hell and the earth.  From the blackness of their abode had come the demons, led by the Demon King Mensilbord, to aid Tolminäre in her war against the armies of Light.  During the war, it was said that many of the demons ran amok over Éadan, killing men and raping women.  From their loins were created the Aksees, the spawn of demons.  Hideous and larger than a five-year-old infant at birth, they had torn from their mothers’ wombs and killed her in childbirth.  That was the cruelty and wickedness of the demons.  Yet most agreed that the women would rather have died than see themselves bear a demon child.

            After the War of the Sundering, Mensilbord and all his kind were banished from the earth by the six Elder Mithlonei, the Guardians.  But the Aksees were left behind to wreak havoc upon the inhabitants of Éadan.  Their numbers were never large, but they were brawny and fierce.  They were dark and leathery of skin, taller than mortal men by two heads.  Their eyes shone like green fire, and their teeth were like fangs, lined with blood and spittle.  They were filthy, base creatures, knowing nothing of culture or manners.  They lived only to rob and to gorge, and to pass on these loathsome deeds to their offspring.  They were abominations, caricatures of humanity.  They opposed all that the mortal races stood for.  It was said that only the hot breath of a dragon would destroy the Aksees once and for all.  But dragons had long been known to be extinct.

           

            The forced separation after the handfasting was a lonely, hard time for Elu.  She and Mirulas were forbidden to have any more contact than the strictly formal or superficial.  Elu didn’t mind this all too much – after all, it was only to last three months – but the separation grated on Mirulas’ nerves, and several times Elu feared that he would break down the door of his own house just to have a word with her.  She had never known him to be an impatient man, but then he had been apart from her for eight years of self-professed self-denial.  The thought of it made her feel a little queer.  She tried not to imagine what it would be like to have feelings for someone that long and not be able to do anything about it.  On her part, her feelings for Mirulas were much younger, much fresher.  They were pleasant to her, but not a source of discomfort as they seemed to be to Mirulas.  She could wait.  She was a patient creature.

            Still, it was lonely, and this was compounded by the strange revelations that had come to her the night of her handfasting.  Something in her mind and her heart had changed; there was a restlessness inside her that she could not tell.  It had first awoken in her when that strange storyteller had spoken to her of the War of the Sundering and the Age of Twilight; but she realised that it had lain latent within her for a longer time than that.  She did not know what it was that so troubled her.  All she knew was that her dreams had grown longer, and darker.  Most nights she awoke sweating and gasping for breath, desperately trying to quell the screams forming in her throat.  But she never remembered the content of her dreams, only that they seemed to be shrouded in an impenetrable darkness.  As for the storyteller, he had not been able to shed any light on them at all.  He had left Welle early the next morning, as swiftly as he had appeared.  Elu did not dare to go back to the old Oak Tree.  She was still not sure whether she was imagining the words it spoke to her, but it frightened her.  She wondered if she’d ever be able to walk by it without blanching again.

            No one save those who knew her best knew how much these nightmares pained Elu; and there were few who knew her well enough to see the hurt in her eyes.  Old Eldeen saw it often, but when he asked Elu she would not tell him of it; and Mirulas knew her best, but he was not permitted to converse with her.  These were difficult times for the young couple – Elu had no one to confide in, and Mirulas was distressed by the anxiety he saw in his fiancée’s eyes.  Even he could sense a deep change in her, and it troubled him to the very core of his being.

 

            Autumn crawled on, and the three months since the handfasting were nearly at an end, and the auspicious months of harvest were beginning to hold sway.  Autumn was the time of Aanstide, a celebrating of the time when the Elder God Aan was first said to have entered into the world of mortals and given it light.  Naturally, wedding preparations and the general festivities took over the villager’s minds.  But there was a sombreness to their thoughts that none could deny.  In the last week before the wedding there were two attacks made by a small band of Aksees.  Much of the food preparations for the celebrations were stolen; four cows were driven from their fields, and eight sheep.  To many, this was a bad omen.  Mirulas was pressed by several of his friends to postpone the wedding until the winter months when the Aksees would abandon the western most plains of Éadan, but he would hear none of it.  He was going to marry Elu at the appointed time, come rain or shine, Guardians or Aksees.  Elu was wise enough to keep her mouth shut, but she went about that last week looking paler than usual.  Mirulas was dismayed to see the anxiety upon her face.  If he had had his way he would have comforted her in any way he possibly could, but he could not, not without a reprimand from his father, and another three month wait until their marriage.  Tempers were frayed and spirits were down.  The usual jovial atmosphere of the wedding feast was nowhere in evidence.

            Elu busied her mind by walking out alone in the fields most days, seeking solace.  The weather was becoming steadily more unfriendly.  It was odd for September.  There was the occasional storm, granted, but not for days on end.  And where was the rich golden sun?  Why were there so many clouds gathering from the north?  In the end Elu only wished to hide from them.  She found herself seeking refuge under the Oak Tree one morning, where her sight of the grey clouds would be blocked out under its thick canopy.  Almost as soon as she was safely ensconced there she reached out to touch the aged, grooved bark.  Nothing.  There was nothing.  She almost heaved a sigh of relieve.  Perhaps she really had been imagining it all.

            “It’s peaceful here, isn’t it?”

            Elu started and turned.  Mirulas was behind her, looking half-sheepish and half determined.  Elu turned her back on him again, blushing, annoyed that he should have crept up on her unawares.

            “You shouldn’t be here Mirulas,” she warned him quietly, trying not to look as if she was talking to him, “If anyone sees us our pledge will be denounced before your father.”

            He moved forward then, put his own hand up against the bark.  For a moment he was silent and she thought wildly that perhaps he had heard it too.  But after a moment he turned and smiled wanly at her. “I would not have come here unless I had not seen the trouble in your eyes,” he replied softly.  He hesitated between staying where he was and moving in further towards her. “You have not been yourself of late, Elu.” He said it almost sadly.

            “It’s nothing,” she answered shortly, half surprised that he had been watching her so closely.  But of course he had.  He was her husband-to-be, after all.  And she knew that she could not lie convincingly to him.  His face alone was testament to that.  Despite all, she was touched. “Oh Mirulas, I can’t help thinking that this is all some terrible mistake.  Maybe we should not be wed after all.”

            The look that crossed his face almost broke her heart. “Then you do not want us to be married, Elu?” he finally asked her, his voice wavering despite all his efforts.

            “Of course I want us to be married!” she was quick to reassure him, “But there have been so many terrible things happening to us recently.  The Aksees have been plundering us dry.  I know that there’s hardly anything left in the village for the everyday things, let alone for the wedding.  And I know that many of your friends are saying that it means it will be bad for you to marry me.  They think it means I will be a barren wife.”  Her voice shook even as she said it.  She hadn’t realised that she had been so upset about it.  Of course she had been trying to cover it all with her pride.

            Mirulas was horrified to see the tears in her eyes. “Let them say what they want!” he raged, “I will not have them slander you because of this!  It has been a hard season this year, ‘tis all.  How dare they say such things about you!  It’s nothing more than superstitions!”

            His fists were balled, clenched tight.  For a moment Elu was afraid he would run back down the hill and strike someone.  Hardly thinking, she caught him by the arm quickly. “Mirulas, don’t hurt anyone!  They don’t say it to hurt me.  It is only that they care for you, and want the best for you.”

            “If they did they would not say such things about you,” he spoke with gritted teeth.  Then he looked at her, and his green eyes were clear and bright. “Elu, I love you so.  Pay no mind to what those fools say.  Whatever happens we shall be married, and I shall make you as happy as you shall make me.  And I shall make sure that all see it.”

            She smiled, but she knew that the smile did not reach her eyes.

            “All right.  I’ll pay no mind to what they say.  And we shall be married as soon as we possibly can.”

            He looked back on her, and she thought she saw pity in his eyes.  But he took her hand and squeezed it briefly before letting go of it.

            “I must leave now Elu, before we are seen.  But it shall not be long before we are able to be together once again.” His eyes were bright with expectation.

            She nodded. “I love you, Mirulas,” she told him as he left.  He only turned once to smile at her.  When he was gone, Elu sighed and rested her forehead against the trunk of the Oak Tree.  It supported her, old but vast and strong.  It seemed to hold her in its own energy, in its own aged power.  Without even thinking about it she reached out into the grooves and lines of the bark with her own consciousness, felt it meld and sink into the depths of the wood.  For a moment she felt the very substance of its being, the sinew of twigs and branches, the twitching of leaves, the rivers of sap that channelled across its wizened body.  Almost she saw the many things this tree had witnessed from its youth to its prime to now, its twilight years.  Memories of scarred battle plains, of bloodied bodies littering the fields, of fires blazing through cities and towns and villages, of dark clouds shot with red gathering over the plains, blocking out the light, the light of the Spheres

            I have seen many things.  And I see not love for this boy in your heart.

            The words snapped the briefness of the contact that they had shared.  Elu opened her eyes to find herself sprawling on her back, staring up at the dark canopy of fleshy leaves above her.  The images flashed through her mind like a slideshow: war, blood, bodies, flames, clouds, darkness…

            She lay on her back, eased her heaving chest, but did not dare to close her eyes.  It was then that she realised that the Tree was older than anyone had ever before suspected.

 

            The next morning Elu awoke to a cold foreboding, not remembering whether she had dreamed or not that night.  The day before had seemed almost like a dream itself.  She vaguely remembered helping Eldeen secure the cows in his field for the night, and helping Mistress Eldeen to prepare the evening meal.  The only memory that stood out to her was the brief connection she had shared with the Tree.  It troubled her.  She did not want to think on it.

Rising slowly she dressed, stoked up a fresh fire in the glowing embers that were left in her hearth, and boiled a kettle of water for some tea.  When she had made her tea she sat by her table and stared despondently into the cup.  It was so unusual for her to feel like this.  True, she had never been an outgoing or flamboyant woman, and had never cared for the frivolities and amusements that the other young girls of the village did.  And though she was quiet and at times introverted, she had never been melancholy as she was now.  Ah, but what did she know?  There was a part of her life missing, one that she did not remember.  What had she been like then, she thought ruefully?

            She tried to recall that part of her life she had no memory of.  She tried to reach out into the remotest corners of her mind; she tried to seek the thing she had lost.  Nothing came.  It was as though it had been cut off from her, severed from her being even as a limb.  Why then should she care for it now?

            Because it haunted her.  She tried to pinpoint the moment when it had first begun to.  That, she could easily remember.  It had been the day of her handfasting ceremony to Mirulas, when the storyteller had come to Welle and spoken to her of all those awful tales.  Why awful?  Because they had disturbed her.  And what was it that he’d said to her?  I think that here you will be safe.

            Involuntarily, a shiver ran down Elu’s spine.  Not for the first time a feeling came to her, that she was not safe, that she never would be.  She did not even understand what the feeling meant.  All she knew was that that was the foreboding feeling that was consuming her.

            Outside a flash of lightning darted across the skies and was shortly followed by a deep crack of thunder.  The clouds were thick and ominous, gathering over the crest of the western hills.  More thunder rumbled, and it seemed to sound over and over, unnaturally, galloping over the fields like a herd of wild horses.  A bitter smile chilled itself across Elu’s lips.  At first she felt as if the weather was matching the feeling deep inside the pit of her stomach.  Then, she understood.  Something was deeply wrong.

            In a moment Elu was out of her cottage and racing out onto the dirt track.  From the amount of people that were running out of their houses, it looked as though she was not the only one who had heard it.  Raising her head, Elu looked wildly up to the pitch clouds looming over the horizon.  Lightning skidded across the grey backdrop, lighting up momentarily before it was replaced by darkness and a low crack that reverberated into the distance.  That was thunder.  The sound that was coming over the hills was not.

            It took a split second for panic to descend over the village.  To Elu, it was like watching a slow moving puppet show.  It was almost as if the villagers were being grabbed by strings on their backs and were being hurtled about the place.  Women were grabbing their children and pushing them frantically into the house, men were clutching staves and pitchforks and brandishing them wildly.  It took that strange moment of slow motion for Elu to realise what she already knew.  The Aksees were coming; and it was the stamp of their feet she had heard, grumbling over the hills like thunder.

            Something took her then, something indescribable and wild.  She could hardly think before her body had moved and she was running away.  She did not know where she was running to at first.  It could have been back into her house, to cower and hide; it could have been into the fields, to run away from the impeding attack.  It could even have been to pick up a weapon, and drive away the monsters she knew were coming to raid her village.  But it was neither of those.  She was racing up the dirt track to the house where Mirulas was staying.  In this darkest of moments, all she could think of was him.

            Already the Aksees were pouring down the hill and towards the village entrance.  From the stories of the village men, Elu had always been given to believe that the darker creatures of the world did not band in great numbers or force.  There were too few of them, and they cared not for camaraderie, nor the safety of groups.  They were lone scavengers, hunters, wolverines.  At best they grouped in fours or fives to plunder the small and unsuspecting villages throughout Éadan.  What was frightening to Elu was that there was a great band of Aksees marching down the hill, perhaps twenty or thirty; and not only were there Aksees, but also trolls and goblins, ghouls and werewolves.  It was not a small gang that was coming for their harvests.  It was a small army.  And were they here for harvests or for more?  Were they here for blood?

            All these questions and realisations pounded through Elu’s brain in a flash, but she could not heed them all at once.  As the enemy smashed into the small group of men that had lined up to defend their beloved families and home, she only knew one thing.  That Mirulas must not join them.

            It seemed an age before she reached the house, and when she did she found the door ajar.  Crashing through without knocking, she stood in the hallway, calling out wildly.

            “Mirulas!  Mirulas!  Where are you!  It’s Elu, Elu is here!”

            There was no answer.  Wild with terror know, deaf to the clash of steel and the cries of pain that echoed outside, she dashed through the house like a mad thing, over-turning tables and chairs as she did so.

            “Mirulas!” she called, the panic rising in her voice.

            “Elu!” She heard him then, distinctly, from a room on the top floor.  His bedroom.  Racing there she opened the door and saw him by the bed, pulling a leather jerkin over his arms and buckling it firmly.  On the bed by his side lay a short, rusted sword.

            “No, Mirulas, you mustn’t!” she cried in horror, understanding immediately what it meant.

            “I must,” he spoke grimly, not looking at her. “My father has gone down, and I must join him.  This is our village.”

            “No!” she cried, clutching onto his arm, forgetting all protocol, all rules in that one moment. “I beg you not to!  You do not know how many are out there!  There are thirty, maybe more!  You will not be able to stop them!”

            For a moment, doubt took him, then a spasm of pain crossed his face.  There were not more than thirty menfolk in the whole of Welle.  Suddenly Elu realised that his father had been amongst the line of men who had joined to defend the village as the enemy had first attacked.  To her dismay determination set his face, and his mouth was straight.  Revenge was tight in his jaw.

            “Then I am the village elder,” he breathed, half to himself, “and I shall not let them take Welle!”

            Desperation took her then, cutting through the coldness of her fear.  She clung to his arm, trembling like a child, looking up at him with pleading eyes.  “No!  You cannot go!  They will kill you!  How can one man stand against them, when so many have died already?  Mirulas, I beg you!”

            He looked down upon her, and she was surprised to see the calm pity in his eyes.  She had never seen anything so resolute in his face before, so noble and steadfast.  “You do not understand Elu,” he spoke softly to her, as though speaking to a child. “This is my home, I was born here and I was raised here, and if I must die here then so be it.  Elu, you have no recollection of a home, you do not know what it is to feel its roots in your heart.  My home may be no more than a humble village, but it is my home, and those people out there are my people.  I must protect them.”

            She shook her head wildly, tears pricking her eyes. “No, Mirulas, please!  I love you!  And if you love me in return, you would understand that I cannot let you go down and fight!  I could not bear to lose you!”

            “Elu,” he had finished buckling his belt to his side, and now he took her by both hands and looked her steadily in the eyes. “Elu, you know that I love you.  That is why I protect you now.  Think you that I would run away from the women and babes in this village?  No, I shall not.  Would you marry a craven, Elu?  Would you be my wife knowing that I had sold the lives of our women and children?  No, Elu, that is what I could not bear.  Please, I must do this.”

            Elu was silent.  She knew then that it was impossible to stop him.  Even as he stooped low to kiss her, she felt the knot bundle in her throat and the hotness sting her eyes.  She could not cry now, not after everything.

            “I go,” he determined softly, and in a moment he had left her.  She followed him, out of a feeling she did not know.  Fear?  Desperation?  Love?  Love?  Words, thoughts, memories, experiences flowed in and out of one another, brief, spontaneous.  For a moment she almost thought she remembered her past.  But it was only the terror of this moment, when she knew she would truly lose him.

            Carnage met her outside the door.  Already the slain were strewn about the street, women and children were either cowering in corners or crying by the bodies of husbands, fathers, brothers.  Several of the fires had been set ablaze by Aksees carrying flaming torches.  Welle was being destroyed.  Straining her eyes she looked for Mirulas.  There she saw him, at the old well, fighting off a group of Aksees with a band of men who were still living and still able to fight.  He was strong and wielded his sword with an expertise that many of the other men did not have.  The lines of vengeance were written all over his face, but the Aksees were tougher, wilder, and more experienced.  They cared not for courage or revenge.  They swept aside blades and axes with incredible ease.  It was like swatting down flies.  Mirulas didn’t stand a chance.  She had to save him!

            She stumbled forward, smoke filling her lungs, choking on the rancid mixture of burning and blood.  “Mirulas!” she called, over and over.  It was the only word she was aware of. “Mirulas!”  Suddenly her foot hit against something hard.  A body, stiff, unyielding.  She retched even as she connected with the floor.  The pain of her grazes hardly touched her.  She coughed violently.  The stench was unbearable.  All about her was smoke.  She could no longer see Mirulas.

            “Mirulas!” she called out again, weaker, “Where are you?”

            The only sound to reply to her calls was the deep grumble of laughter.  She looked back over her shoulder, felt the grasp of a rough, calloused hand against her ankle.  Someone was lifting her up, upside down, laughing at her attempts at modesty as she strove to keep him away from her skirts.  It was an Aksees, a big, strong one.  He was different from the others; there was a crude feather bobbing in his matted, greasy hair, and a studded belt flashing about his waist.  It was too dirty to catch the light of the flames.

            “What have we here?” he rumbled, lust filling his voice. “A pretty little woman, eh?”

            She struggled to free herself, kicking and clawing at him.  He simply dodged her flailing limbs and chuckled deeply.

            “Feisty, aren’t we!  Well, I like a woman with some spunk.  How’s about I teach you a lesson in manners, eh?”

            He threw her back down against a pile of half-burning hay, not caring if she was burnt.  Pain seared through her arms as the fire touched her and she shrieked out loud with it.  The next moment she felt the heavy weight of him against her, his heavy hands grasping her arms, holding her down.  She knew then without a doubt what his intentions were.  A terror gripped her as no other terror had.  Not this!  Anything but this!

            “Mirulas!” she screamed.

            Somewhere out of the chaos he answered her.  It was almost like a prayer answered in a nightmare.  She saw him emerge from the smoke, his face contorted in rage and grief.  The swing of his sword, glinting in the light of the flaming village.  The blood spraying upon her as the Aksees fell dead before her.  The next moment Mirulas was before her, rolling the body away.

            “Elu, it’s all right, I’m here.”

            She wept then, the sobs shuddering through her body as the tears forced themselves out of her eyes. “He was going to…He was going to…” she began, but the thoughts were too horrible even to voice.

            “I know,” he shushed her, cradled her tenderly against his chest.  Then he drew back and helped her to stand.  There was a grim look on his face. “Follow me,” was all he said.

            She followed him back to Eldeen’s burning house, and holding her hand he led her round the back.  There, hidden by a large stack of building stones, was waiting his horse and cart, tethered to the structure.  The mare’s eyes were wide and bright with fright as it saw them approaching, but Mirulas calmed it with a small pat on its thick neck.  First he undid the tether. Then, with a strength Elu did not know he had, he swept her off her feet and bundled her into the cart with one fluid movement and looked back up at her.

            “Fally will take you out of the village without any trouble,” he spoke quickly, sharply. “Take the reins once you’re out onto the plains.  Head west, for the Rillon Forest.  Don’t stop until you get there.” He paused, took her hand and pressed his lips to it.  “Good bye, Elu,” he spoke softly, his eyes bright.  Something flopped inside of her.  Her heart.

            “You’re not coming?” she choked.

            “No Elu, I explained why I can’t,” he spoke patiently, but it was almost as if the words would break at any moment. “But wait for me at Rillon.  I will meet you there.  Until then…”

            His words were cut off by the sudden shout of an Aksees voice hollering round the corner.  “That’s the one!  That’s the dog that killed our master!  Take him!”

            In a moment they were upon him.  With a slap of his hand he sent Fally galloping.  With a jolt the cart heaved into motion, and Elu was sent reeling back against a sack in the corner.  When she was able to get on her knees again, and look out over the edge of the cart, almost all the village was lost to smoke and flame.  The last she saw of Mirulas was the blade of a sword, cleaving through the air.  She was not sure whether it was his, or his attacker’s.

            On Fally raced, half out of fear and half out of duress.  The jolting of the cart was enough to make Elu want to vomit.  There was a new kind of screaming, ringing in her ears.  Her stomach lurched.

            I die!  I die!

            She managed to find the strength to peer over the edge of the cart again.  Up on the hill, the Oak Tree was burning.  She felt it reach out for her, felt the flames twisting as though through her own body, felt the singing of leaves, smelt the carrion smell of blazing bark.  She sank back into the sack she had landed on.  Her mind danced and leapt in the flames that consumed it.  Her body went limp.  Somewhere in the middle of it all, she thought she swooned.

            The last thing she was aware of was the Tree’s long life coming to an end, as its consciousness snapped from her own, even as a twig snapping from the branch that fed it.  The sharpness of the loss was something she thought she would never feel again.  In the pain of it, she was finally lost to darkness.

 

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