8:00 am

Eat breakfast at Motel - No more motel food - I can feel the realtor in me - got to find us a place to stay - We need peace - and a home.

10:00 am

See Lee - I know in my heart you are there. - Lee Mom's here - they turn the sedation up - moving right side - he is here!!  - Moved right hand - out feeling for me - step closer - pushes me 2 feet - Lee it's mom - Lee be sweet I love you - We all whisper - we all learned to whisper when you were born  - While are are gone they are goin to put in a stomach feeding tube for you

12:00 -  Lunch - I can't seem to eat - got to continue loosing weight - got to get in hat Bikini (LOL) - hospital food not that bed - they have good unsweet tea  - Sit - Listen - Wait - Got to get away - and yet still be here - Lee has a story to tell and I will be with him - Bad day for mom - Can not get Mother's Day Supper out of my mind - Lee everywhere singing - dancing - playing with Paige,Hunter and Clay - "Mama, Mama - see me - I don't want to be if I can't be Lee - doing that funny square dance - If only I had know - I would have asked you  keep going on - I just thought you were picking on me. . then you came to the stove and hugged my neck and said "you see Mom, my life is the books of Psalms - I read it every night Mom - It is Me!!! - Oh, I wished I had listened, what was he telling me - I'll wait and let you explain - Psalms is his life??

4:00 - No changes - No better no worse - Dr. Trouph said "Life is a long good-bye or a long hello"  - OK I'm fine with that.

I just stand and look - they let him rest - that is the cure for all - rest - silence and as Lee says - Fried Cornbread and Southern Veggies - OK now Lee, Mom has to let the realtor out - got to find a place to say - You know Dad must rest - I do not want 2 patiences now - I do not have time for him too.  

Called about an APT - jusst walking distance from hospital - this is great.

No scan today - lovered sedation - Nurse says talk to Lee, make him hear us, so we whisper louder - I know you do not like to be yelled at and so we all whisper - I get close - Lee - mom's here - mom's here - Eyes moving like butterflies - Lee - Lee - I know you are here - Open you eyes - Nurse says push up his eyelid so you can see me - Lee mom is here and you sit straight up in the bed - Liz - go get Rob!!!!!!\

Heart rate to high, blood presssure to hight - Sedate - I am beginning not to like this word.

Jay comes in and with tears tells you goodbye - and you squeeze his had with you left - Lee is here mom - he says - and I agree - You see - Lee has a story to sell.