Today was a great day, you seem very tired as each and every Monday - resting on Sunday - you pay on Monday - everyone is talking about your great big smile and it really makes their day - I am out voted as everyone likes "long hair" - so I guess we will do what you want - as everyone here can not believe just how fast it does grow - as well as your beard - you just smile - to see the sparkle coming back that is so very good Lee - it makes my day - I am finally beginning to relax -a little - but just give me a break - as I worry for everyone here - to that I am thankful that you and your brother do not have "my worries" about things that I am now realizing are very petty - I am beginning to live for today - however, at my age this will take a litte more time than anyone can imagine - I have seen the sparkle come back to your dad's and Jay's eyes - so now "kid" it is your turn - it is there sometimes but not always - but I can live with that  - the talking is getting better and better each and every day - you did not eat much supper - not good - but did not want anything -  you see I understand the bond between you, Jay and Dad - and it has never bothered me just sitting on the side lines watching - and believe me I am ready to "watch" - the three musketeers - one for all and all for one - how many times have I heard that - to know in my heart that I will one day hear it again - there are no words - just smiles and tears - and now tears of joy - be good and try hard tomorrow - you have a very busy day - love mom