You seem very tired when we get to see you, got in early as today is Friday and all therapists are gone - you smile and the sparkle in your eyes are coming back - as you can not wait for supper - hey this is a good thing - asking for food after 6 weeks of not eating - we get to eat in the room and you eat all of your ribeye - 3/4 turnips and all your salad - hey this is a great day - Lee is coming back - we go outside for awhile - but you seem very tired - you can say obviously - seriously - but can not say bathroom - that to will come - we have a very hard time getting you in bed - very upset and crying - and before long we are all crying - dad and mom hate to lock you in the bed, but it is for your own good - you get out of the belt - but we all just look and listen - you insist that this is cruel, like being a dog and of course you say "you never did this to any of your dogs",  oh things like this hurt so bad - a long day and now tears - then dad leaves and you hug my neck and give me a kiss - and whisper mom - I am so sorry, I just do not understand - all times - but I know what you are saying and I understand - and say thanks for the kiss - and then you let me know you gave dad a kiss the other day -  day by day and hour by hour this is what we have and we can live with this - time to go - Lee we will see you early tomorrow - as you only have therapy until lunch - so see you at lunch - another big hug and I sorry - as I turn tears will not stop - but you look peacefull as I close the door - your turn is coming Lee - as it will not be long before you can finish this story - love mom