I am heading to Tifton - remember just stay in the middle and you can not go wrong - I do not like 6 lanes of traffic - and I feel so bad at leaving - stop by farm just have to see Jay, Jen & Hunter - all are good - but I have to go on to Tifton - stop by house - go and see Granny - she misses you so much and show her the picture on my phone - and  you can see that the sparkle comes back in her eyes - "he looks so good" - she can not wait to see you - I leave and go by office for just a second - then to the empty house - you and dad are the heart of College and it just does not seem right to be there alone or at least knowing you both are not at the farm - in the living room is a big box - it is the "stuff" out of your car - oh, I can not look at or go through now - call dad you went to bed early - had a bad headache - you even were ok when he left - gave him a hug and said see you tomorrow - now this is good  - but always - what time??? dad tells you 4:00 - and you say good night. . . oh how my heart breaks - I miss those hugs and smiles .. mom