You are very busy every day and working so hard - and if anyone can see you they to are believers of miracles - as you are a walking and talking miracle - just to see your smile  will make every person appreciate the little things in life - you try so hard  and you are making such progress no one can believe - you were very confussed today as the hospital had to call and let me talk to you - we were allowed to see you earlier today just to asure you we were ok - it is like a baby beginning to talk - that is the most frustrating thing to me - I do not know what you are "always" saying - sometimes I guess and it is right - but others you get so upset - I wish I heard the same as you as these words must mean something to you - but I am so sorry they do not to me - Thursday we will spend all day with you and see and talk to everyone involved in your care - it takes 2 and that is what you have - me and dad - You want to go to the farm - but I do not see that this will be possible - I can not be in 2 places at once -  nights are always tough - you cry and ask why, why - then do not want me to leave  and that is the hardest - leaving with you saying very clear - mom please no - stay mom - please stay - I cry all the way back and dad never says a word - I guess by now he knows when to leave well enough alone?? Time is all we have and with how far you have come - we all thank God - mom