Oh today is a great day - we came in and you were ready to go - it will be so good to get you out of these doors - as long as the trek is in this is our home - you had a very busy day - settled down for a nap and we left - but it is a great day - Later we came back and you were down - asked how your day was and as always - OK - we talked for a long time - few tears and a lot more smiles - life is great - I left  and while I was gone you asked dad "Where is God's Name Did She Go? - then when I returned - it was - Where is God's Name have you been? - boy was I surprised - you talked to Robbie and said the S word - then looked at me and said "I owe you a quarter" - hey, you remembered - when you and Jay were little if certain words were said - a quarter was paid to the jar - and life is good - I just can not stand to see you cry and cry you have .. . mom