Dad's voice is still the same - I hurt so bad but must let Dad control  . . I am at work but not - and as you are sleeping -but not - we are alike - two different worlds but one in the same - I work but nothing seems to come together - oh how you must feel - I will be there tomorrow - if not in person today my heart and soul are still with you - mom loves you  and holding on for the day that you give me a hug as you did on the 13th of May - during our mother's day cellabration - it was a good day and many, many more to come