Morning - More alert watching everything like a new born baby learning to see - I walk across the room and you follow with your eyes - you are still with us - turn head move right leg - hold hand and away you go deep sleep - Today is the hardest day - I must go home - I don't think about it much as tears just keep on flowing - try try to stop but they will not - do not want you to see me- hours go by - Tommy is coming to stay w/Dad - never know when he can not walk - and I just can not come and stop by - Talk to Dad twice on the way out - this is just so hard  Today was a good day but I have to go home. . the morning was a good day - but remember Dad is here and so is my heart and soul - I truly do not know if I can drive home I was crying so hard when I left Macon - I whispered in you ear - mom loves you and the look in your eyes - well - I remembered that the whole time I was home - I know you are there