10:00am Lee mom's here and so is dad - You have had a lot of visitors this week - and today is a big challenge - Lee please give me a thumbs up - open your eyes - Listen to me - you look at me - over to iv's -back to me -  Lee it us just medicine - back at me - no blinks - just this empty stare - Lee - hold my hand - Lee - there you are look at me - I love you - Dad is here - pulling your feet again - I do not know buy maybe he feels safe away from all the wires, needles - tubes - he does not say - just gives me this look - Thumbs up Lee - ok I will take that . .  Jay and Jen are here - you make eye contact - you and Jay have always had a special code - so I do not know what either of you are saying - but that's ok - it's a boy thing and after 29 yrs w/Jay I have learned to say nothing - a lot to a mom is best unknown. . see you later be good - all say be right back - as there are no good byes todya - see ya

4:00 - Lee mom's here - Jay Jen and Dad - I let Jay stay close - you seem here but yet so far away - Lee - mom loves you - I see a look - then fades to wide open spaces - but I know you are here . . Lee - Donnie is here you squeeze his hand - but you are in the valley somewhere - not close to us today still a good day  - up the hill - feel the burn see you at 8:30

8:30 - Lee mom's here - Lee open you eyes - Lee -yes it is you stare at me then at iv's - back at me and back to machines - Just medicine - what can I say - then a long stare - no blinking as it is going from you to ??who - Lee it's mom - Lee look at me. . Lee - I see you - but where are you - I know now for sure you are there - so maybe before long - I can see those pearly whites - just only for a second. . Lee sleep tight - We love you - you release my hand and I know that is good night from you. . . mom