You are such a great fighter, I do not believe what you have been through I could even think about food or smiling - but both you do - infection - that is a word I do not like  - you are strong - and how it is only through God - as you have been on such a roller coaster ride and it tears me apart knowing that you will have to wear a helmet again - they will have to make you a bone plate out of acrylic - no wire or mess due to infection - no idea as to how long or when that will take place - Lee I have to cry - and I do so very much before coming to see you - I have been good and not broken down in front of you but I am scared now - more so than when you were in Macon - as you say that is just a mom thing - but I hurt so very much when any of you three hurt - so bare with me as I am just a mom - but one thing you are coming back - you are communicating better with this surgery - so I will talk to all the doctors and let them know -and I am saying this is God's blessing that this happened now - and not later - so we all can grow and change together - you have so many people that love and pray for "us" all daily it will pull everything together and together in a better and stronger way - I am so glad that your friends have stood by you the way they have - they are more like brothers and sisters than friends - as all of the "College Street" gang - all for one and one for all - so you see, Lee they help me and my grief when you can not - as they are like my sons and daughters - I knew God had a purpose of just allowing me 2 natural sons - he gave me a town of children - sons and daughters - and to him I give thanks - so Lee again keep the faith, love and passion you have for live and fight, fight - Lee you see they all want to hear your story - so you have got to finish this for all. . . .love mom