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12/04/03
Operation Q

I just wish you could know of how I am sorry,
I never meant for you to get upset,
I never meant to make you hurt,
I never meant a lot of what now is

You�re last words were like daggers,
My conscience cannot rest,
Not since the summer have we seen each other,
And now the year is almost up for it can�t last

I know it�s my fault, it always has been,
I was never meant to keep friends,
I was never meant to have any,
I was never meant to be for I�m not worth

As does the daylight that fades more each day,
So did our friendship to what it has become,
To where if one of us were to die right now,
The other would probably never know

We lost many moths ago,
But now it in all is dead,
That we would be good friends,
It was damned from the beginning

Though what does it matter now,
You have someone else,
And I envy you in that respect,
Because you have what I would die for

But since you�ll never read this,
What is the point,
I�m sorry and I won�t bother you anymore,
I hate this that is my life.
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