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| 241 12/01/03 To Someone (Part Four) So, I don�t need to die anymore because I�m already dead, My being as ceased with nothingness existing instead, Blood sweat and tears lost with the air I breathe, I question everyday, �Why don�t I leave?� Because recently I feel and think about how pathetic I�ve become, To the point where I wish that I could grow completely numb, And not feel the ever growing need to be right there besides you, Because it�s killing me and even I now am scared of what I may do My world is focused around a central core that at the moment isn�t there, The drug that keeps my sanity in balance and gives meaning to the phrase �I care�, Where honestly I can�t guarantee how long before the sand touches the sky, Though I know for sure that I don�t know at all how to go about and try I need to wake up from this dreary dream and get back on task to happiness, Get out of this ditch that is my life and find the key to my existence, You and me together at some point in time soon would be a great success, But alas for I am powerless |