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11/7/03
This Is How It Begins

I�ve had a taste of what a relationship was again,
Though I wouldn�t change a thing of what did happen,
Some feelings you just can�t ignore,
And nothing good can come from lying

Honestly I felt it to but was too caught up in the moment,
For the first time in awhile now in the past few weeks I was happy,
And happiness is like a drug that you never want to get off of,
Because in happiness you can usually find love

�I just want something that I can never have�it seems,
Is it so much to ask for to find someone that fits my dreams,
Someone I can talk to and be with and feel exactly the same,
And not have it turn into some sort of a game

So �this is how it all begins� which is in no way a surprise for me,
I�m back where I started but now with a new feeling inside to be,
I have something to strive for to get back to where I can see,
�Nothing can stop me now� because I can see through the debris.
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"
I Just want...never have"- from the song Something I Can Never Have by Nine Inch Nails
"This is how it begins"- from the song The New Flesh by Nine Inch Nails
"Nothing Can Stop Me Now"- From the song Ruiner by Nine Inch Nails
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