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| 218 10/20/03 I Feel Evil I feel evil and let me tell you why, I feel this because I don�t want to try, For I feel this because I am who I am, And it seems like that I don�t give a damn I feel evil because I can make things go away, When really they are there but that�s for another day, You can call me mean but I don�t think that�s right, Because maybe its you that�s now blinded by the light You�re getting sleepy oh so sleepy as you get drawn in, Oblivious to the fact that if anything this is my sin, It�s no one else�s fault I can tell you that much, So don�t go pointing blame where there is none of such I�m not trying to screw you over so you might as well drop that, �Happiness, it controls you� but I thought you already knew that, I�m just doing what I feel I need to because this is something I can�t ignore, And I�m sorry if you feel like I�m shutting that proverbial door I feel evil because I can only imagine what you�re going through, And I feel evil because I know that it is because of me (too), But I really feel evil because I�m not about to stop, My emotions are too intense for me to even try to drop And I can understand any of all emotions that you need to express, Because I am causing you all this unwanted stress, But just remember if you ever come to terms with yourself, I�m still here, just like I�ve always been, my same old self. - "Happiness, it controls you"- from the song Happiness In Slavery by Nine Inch Nails |