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| 213 10/16/03 September To Now Contradicting myself once again seems to be the theme of the now, Though it�s not all my fault it is because of what I allow, With much of everything getting inside of me at not much escaping, The utter chaos in itself is doing its damage in reshaping (me) Though I know my true feelings deep down what they are, Sometimes it just feels like I�m reaching but they are oh so far, And in my mistakes that I�ve made trying to get through to you, It seems like now there is nothing left that I can do |