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10/13/03
Early Warning

If you think you know me you have no idea at all,
My mind my plans are not anything for you to have on call,
And when you think you have it down you�ll only get confused,
Though as of late even my self-esteem has become bruised

For my next move I make is going to be anything but pretty,
By putting it all out on the table I don�t need anyone�s pity,
If I fail I fail because I have no reason anymore to worry,
I need this and I�m willing to make some peoples vision blurry

An early warning to all those who are even remotely close to me,
Things will be changing no matter how they should or shouldn�t be,
So don�t be surprised if one day you go to look away,
And later on find a knife in you�re back the very next day

Though to one extreme to the other there�s always a chance,
That things won�t change at all, well at least at first glance,
It may not be so obvious but deep down you�ll know completely,
Why it might seem like my attitude no longer feels so sweetly

But if by some bizarre chance everyone is still talking to me,
In a week or so for that we will just have to wait and see,
It would be a first for me to be able to avoid any kind of combat,
And maybe we should all really be hoping for that
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