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| 190 8/9/03 1:12am If I had a knife right now I�d use it, Right down to the bone, If I had a blade right now I�d abuse it, Till the truth be shown I�ve missed the cold dark feeling, Of, a swift slash to my arm, I�ve forgot the screeching pain it caused, But I was never alarmed Though now I no longer need that reminder, I know that I�m alive, No longer do I want to remember, That I�m still alive For the next time I pick up a blade, It will not be to feel the pain, But to not feel that way instead, And make all the pain go away |