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| 188 8/7/03 Midnight Thoughts I know it hasn�t been so very long, But I�m starting to feel it now... This emptiness inside of me isn�t filling up, In fact it must be growing in size I cannot grasp any pleasant thoughts, Cause nothing is for sure... I�ve fallen head over heals for a girl, But even that�s troubling on its own I want so much to fill this wretched void, With the help of Daynah by my side, But even I won�t interfere, In the relationship that she�s troubled with All I can do is sit back and wait, Because right now I�m powerless in my current state... If she get�s back together with her someone, She�ll be happy but I will be the same But if she fails in her mission for her other, I get my chance though I�d feel guilty and low As of now I no longer understand what�s happening, My life is not in my control Right now I�m waiting for some answers, That are going to hurt someone no matter what Right now I�m trying not to be selfish, Even though it is really hard I care enough about Daynah and her happiness, So she can make up her own mind But I�m still scared of what will happen, I hate being alone, I only wish for the best, Though even right now I just don�t now I�m in a weird place and time, And I don�t know what to do, Someone really needs to tell me soon, Cause I can�t do this for much longer But no matter the outcome I know this much, I�ve fallen for Daynah in a way that I�ve only felt once, This is the real thing because I know now what I didn�t before, This is the real thing and I�m not giving up without me giving more Because you know that there�s something special, When while you�re waiting for someone, And you know they don�t know your there, That your heart is beating so hard that you can feel it, Now try to tell me that I don�t care I�ve never been this nervus for awhile now, And there�s absolutely nothing I can do, I can almost cry in knowing, That this could all turn to nothing in a few days |