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| 177 7/27/03 Become The wandering thoughts of other girls, Are enough for me to realize the truth, For my happiness no longer lies, Where it has be set for so long Maybe it has been the time apart, Or just maybe that I have come of age, But for what is clear now in my mind, Is that something was just bound to break I find it hard to tell myself, That this is what path I need to take, Though the feelings will not be the same, The doubts and depression will still be there I�m tired of living by my fears, For this is why we need to part, The fear that has held me close to you, Can no longer keep me in the dark I�m so scared of being just with me, Without anyone to care or love me, Bet what�s worse is to get these feelings, Just because you need someone I�m sorry for ever kissing you, I�m sorry for all the time we spent together, I�m sorry for giving you fake hope, And I�m sorry for everything I can be But even though I wish to part, I still feel the same way about us, For the eighteen months we shared together, I was totally in love through and through I realize now what you may or may not ever understand, But love is more then any emotion ever can be, It�s an extension of ones own body, That grows with experience and time You can never really fall out of love, It�s just a matter of change, For what you had once loved is different now, All because you yourself, at the time, have slipped away �The me that you know he doesn�t come around much, That part of me isn�t here anymore,� And I know it hurts you to hear this but, I did love you but not anymore... I think of you more as a friend now, And with time I hope you�ll do the same, Try getting past the fear of loneliness, And see for yourself what we had become. |