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7/22/02
Bloodshed

The time has come to end all deeds,
Everything�s on the table including my needs,
So for this a line of blood I have drawn,
Because sanity can only last till next dawn

For this I must confesses will be my undoing,
Though we all know exactly what has been tattooing,
Across my body and soul visible for all to see,
The end is near which just can�t be

My worst enemy is and always will be myself,
And the battle at hand isn�t over any touchable wealth,
For peace of mind is not obtained easy,
To me, it has become impossibly busy

Having time to think leads to my own destruction,
Keep all these emotions down to build up to a point of combustion,
Not having the answers to solve problems at hand,
So they just get stuffed down inside where all the other demons ran

Within every problem there has to be some sort of light,
That is worth any kind of struggle or fight,
Though this tattered soul is finding it hard to keep reason in sight,
That it may not even be possible to live to see another night

What you see of me isn�t what is truly there,
The me that you now is just the positive of the pair,
Melting down internally from my rotten core,
Soon you won�t even know me anymore

The bloodshed will come one of these days,
And this will happen in one of many ways,
It could be mine if what is now isn�t true,
Or it could be someone else, if only they knew

And when the blood flows from one of our veins,
It will end some of life�s pains,
Unless those veins are of my own,
Then I guess peace will be found in the unknown

So everyone now just continue to play,
Around like you have in your own merry way,
For you see there is no point in trying today,
Cause tomorrow won�t be different no matter you say.
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