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| 160 7/1/02 And All That Could Have Been... There was once a time not long ago, Where it all seemed peaceful with time at a stand still, And everything seemed great within every move, But alas we were just falling down a spiral to our doom The first blow was from I where pressure had to release, In the form of blood dripping with no sign to cease, And when all else failed with the end very near, There was a friend to save one half of this tale that's still unclear The next I was not sure when it came about, For the other was more prudent and kept to herself, And I'm sure this was hard and tuff to bare, But this is how she lived by holding in what she cared So to the end the story of this tale of two, Took the eyes of wisdom to see it was doomed, And for what see had done took months for I to see through, But it took to long and now there's nothing I can do... Losing what thought to be love without obvious warnings or signs, Broke me complete without any means to recover on time, I was left confused and anger for losing everything that meant anything to me, That I never thought twice she had a reason for exactly why we couldn't be Throughout the next few months there was only one way, In which I was able to handle living another day, I avoided my problem by taking her out of my life, And it worked for the most part except now I've realized just what I have done Over time I had forgot that she had still cared, There's even a note in my wallet saying this in her-own words, And for all that was and should have been, We couldn't become friends cause at the time that thought was still a sin But now it's to late because she's now leaving, And all that could have been is gone and rotting, Only now I wish I could tell her how I feel, My eyes are wide open with emotions all healed. |