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| 157 6/10/02 A Kid I�m just a kid nothing more, For I�m not ready for what could be in store, So many what ifs and maybe it dids, That I could rip in two over if I was to have kids, I�m not ready for that this point in my life, I shouldn�t be thinking about finding a wife, And in these precious years that is my youth, I need to find ways to prolong its use, Cause I don�t want to end this time of play, With one ruining moment to kill it all away, Just one broken condom is all it would take, To finally cause the bend in the envelope to break, And to this useless tainted father of a boy, His own child would end up being somewhat of a toy, Where by his own life would be completely consumed, In trying to raise his flesh and blood that together are doomed, And any chance of giving his child a normal childhood, Would never happen leaving this child totally misunderstood, Where by if only it was later on in the many long years, I could have raise my new little life peacefully like I should have, But everything I could give my child now wouldn�t be enough, As of now it would just be damaging and painful to the both of us, So if it were to happen they�d take my child, my life away from me, And for this I couldn�t live, I couldn�t be. |