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| 130 1/18/02 Relapse It is too hard just to forget I can�t recall a time that I let, These feelings here overpower me, The tears have made it very hard to see Why can�t I erase the time? My first love, now I want to die, It�s not right to put me here, Nothing now is at all clear What was that, that I felt, Were they lies or just ignorant shit, All I know is that I can�t forget, Time has past with nothing yet Rejected still, I now remain, Laying motionless on a blood stain, Starring out that open door, Wondering what next is now in store, Come on, I�m ready, What the hell are you going to do? What new kinds of torture do you have lined up to put me through? More lies? More Pain? Exactly what do you have to gain? Do you find joy in screwing with me? Either way this isn�t the end, Cause though deep, these wounds will mend, You�ll see, I�ll be ok, just you wait You�re done fucking with me, You here that? YOU�RE FUCKING DONE!!! |