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1/12/02
Jaded Rain

Everyday with you should have been a crime,
Thinking back on it makes me lose my mind,
A day of torture doesn�t equal to,
The pain I felt when I lost you

So for all of this I can�t explain,
Why I still feel all this shame,
I have tried but you still remain,
Stabbing me in the chest like a sharp pain

It scared me to think,
Of a future without you,
But now that it�s happened,
I�d like to say, Fuck you!

And in this mess of a life,
I thought you could be my guiding light,
But instead I got the black of white,
Getting even more lost throughout the night

No one face is the same,
Each unique in their own way,
Like the feelings I had towards you,
Now just nothing, If only you knew

The unknown is now where I can be found,
Still trying to recover from being so down,
Beyond the fears and feelings of reject,
I will overcome without being checked

Although this is all so clear,
I still feel jaded from all these tears,
Images of the past constantly run through my mind,
A perfect lie with you and me inside

Oh Jade why couldn�t you,
Do something,
Anything,
That wasn�t for you?!?
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