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| 122 1/6/02 The Nightmare In My Life What have I done? What have I done? Why was I, So fucking dumb? All is lost, All destroyed Wasted time, Too much time All the joy, And all the love, Just a lie, A fucking lie! Why was I, So consumed, Within all the love, And feelings too? What should I, What can I do? I�m still in love, And hate it too When did this, All go wrong? I didn�t know, But how could I? She didn�t show, It to me, And it�s my fault, It has to be... Why can�t I, Simply realize, What we had, Is no longer there? So what the Hell, I went and tried real hard, But in the end it just wasn�t hard enough! How could that, Be my fault? Where was she? Why didn�t she? I wanted it, To workout so bad, That the blood, Almost boiled in my veins, But then it ended, And turned to dust, I was unwanted, That selfish bitch! What has she done? What has she done? Why was she, So distant? It�s not my fault. Right? It can�t be... So why can�t I realize that? It�s killing me. |