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| 115 9/23/01 Future? Ha! I�ve noticed this little something growing, It�s been there for awhile now without showing, Up to the point were it�s little no more, Where these feelings can no longer store, Over and beyond what I can take, Past and through everything I make, Leaking out causing these periods of down, Being left by myself and no one around, Generating these feelings of doubt unsaid, With the fears that constantly run through my head, Overturning those wounds that were once tucked away, The crying and screaming which sadly would stay, So the cutting and bleeding has somewhat paused, Yet everything�s still there from that it caused, Almost like I�m crawling tooth and nail through life, Not seeing many reasons not to pick backup that knife, Still there are one or two for which I care, And it�s cause one of these which is starting this tear, Now what would happen if it got worse, Can you see the future through the curse, Did I get through this by finding the right door, Or am I in a puddle of my own blood dead on the floor... |