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| 107 8/22/01 Lost and Confused All I can tell you is it sucks to be, Lost and confused just like me, You can look but just don�t be, Cause it fucking sucks to be me, Too much to think about with so little time, All wasted in this fucking life of mine, Things I hold dear do not even care, Finding people who do is so fucking rare, God damn it if only he was there, And if he is that�s just another person that doesn�t fucking care, Now what kills me the most out of this whole fucking mess, Is what I spent the last few months on is still one big guess, Just more unanswered questions with endless dead-ends, Which I try to fix with only this one broken lends, Distorting everything to what I do not want to see instead, You keep telling me everything will flip around, But you keep telling me everything will stay down, And you keep telling me to put the knife down, But you keep telling me the pain and the blood will kill out everything around, So you start yelling and screaming as I grab my head, Then you start up again causing me to scream out as I lay in bed, What the fuck do you want from me, Go Away! Getting worse and worse with each upcoming day, And it�s so fucking easy just to kill this all away, Just one slash at this wrist will give me peace today, For the record there�s just one more thing I have to say, I hate my life, Can you help me make this all go away? |