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| 90 7/22/01 YELLING!?! Screaming out for anyone to hear, To far away from even near, I can�t, I don�t, I need to understand, How, why, and because she thinks this way damn sand, Troubled mind going through troubled feelings, Not getting anywhere with no meanings, It�s almost like she doesn�t care, Hardly trying most of the time like a blank stare, Slowly killing off what sanity is left in me, I feel I might lose it just from all this pressure on me, It shouldn�t be this way it has to change for a new, Why do I have to always make the first step in everything we do, It doesn�t seem right it doesn�t seem fair, Even right now it�s like she�s not even all there, She sits back a waits and does nothing most of the day, She doesn�t even think about calling which needs to change in some way, And then she makes plans that fuck-up everything, So now I�m left alone as I sit here weeping, Yelling at the top of my lungs what I now say, WHY THE FUCK DID I GET SCREWED IN THIS WAY!?! |