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| 71 6/28/01 This isn't really 1 poem, it's just a bunch of small things thrown 2gether that i could probably write another whole poem about any 1 of them, Evenly Spaced Out 1 Starring at this page, All clean without ink, Nothing to write about, My mind is totally blank 2 I have no problems, I have no goals, Don�t have any plans, I don�t need any help 3 The Knife�s on the floor, Without a trace of blood, My lighters in a draw, So there�s no smoke filling up my room 4 Bored with my life and this routine, Going to bed in the AM, And getting up sometime after, With nothing happening the rest of the day 5 Thinking of April�s Body, With those cuts over her skin, The only time I feel secure, Is when I�m holding her 6 Jumping around from thought to thought, Anything is better then this, A bunch of shit thrown together, Just to make me feel better that�s it 7 I am no one when I�m alone, With no friends to call my own, Too many people with their own little lives, No one care about me cause they have better things on their minds 8 The only time I truly feel, In a way that I am excepted, Is when I�m with my dearest love, And I don�t know what I would do if that weren�t so 9 Fuck You and all your rules, Fuck You and all your views, Fuck You All with your perfect lives, Fuck You All cause I wish I had what u have 10 I do not look into the past, I cannot look into the future, The present doesn�t make sense, So where should I find my answers? 11 One thing you should know, Is that if I lose, My reason for living, I won�t be for much longer 12 Nothing anymore makes sense to me, All meaningless words that are yelled at me, Call me thickheaded but I just don�t understand, Why I should be, have to be like everyone else� 13 Normal people don�t do this kind of thing, Having to write things out in order not to crack, Which I might do sometime soon, Crack and go insane to lose what little I have left 14 I love April and she the same to me, Nothing else matters at all to me, As long as we�re happy it�ll be fine, I guess I can find a way to live in this world of mine. |