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| 55 5/21/01 Decision Pissed because I, Can�t make up my mind, I have a decision to make, Which has bothered me for quit sometime, The choice I make can fuck things up, But also stop all of this crap, Time seems to be the answer here, Though I hate it and want to burn it somehow, I want to do what�s right, Can someone please tell me what it is? I�m lost, confused, worried, and scared, Yes I can honestly say, I�m scared for what could happen, If this comes out to soon, And screws up my chances, People just don�t understand, How this worries me so, Saying that these past few months were all for nothing, Fuck you So lost within myself I now am, That if I was to slit my wrist right now, I wouldn�t notice a thing All so confusing this is to me, Why do you ask? Doesn�t it seem normal for a guy to like a girl? When he knows she doesn�t feel the same way, But then comes the question I hear all too much, How do you know this? Why don�t you try? That�s good advise to give, And I�ll think about it, But when it all comes down to it, I�ll decide. |