YanZi's Message
19 March 2003
Title: love
Hallo everyone
Firstly, wanna say thanks to all those who attended the concert
at NTU. I'm quite pleased with myself.....hehehe....I think my level
of concentration was quite high.....PLUS the sound system was
good, so the sound was good. I enjoyed performing that one
hour.
These two weeks have been very enjoyable. Life is more routine,
I sleep more than eight hours everyday and eat well everyday. It
has been really self-indulgent. I had so much time for myself, I
had the chance to read my diary a few days ago.
All my teenage anger and depression. I was half amused and half
surprised to find out how different I have turned out. The 13 year-
old-me would have been quite disturbed. I met my primary school
teacher sometime back, (the one I was looking for but she never
came to taiwan and I never looked for her). She still looks the
same....except that she no longer ties her hair high on top of her
head and she wasn't wearing canary yellow as I have so fondly
remembered. But she still had that sparkle in her eyes. I was
really happy to see her. This was how the conversation go:
"Wa you are so different now ah?"
I always thought I was the most talkative girl in the world then
my teacher came and told me I was very quiet. Maybe I only talk
after class, maybe there were so many thoughts in my head I
thought I was saying them aloud. Anyway, we talked for about
20 minutes while my girl friend tapped her feet impatiently. So it
ended there.
You know, you never know how you would turn out in the end. I
swear I was a brooding pensive girl and my favourite story book
was chicken little telling the whole world the sky is falling down.
But now my hph reads, It's a wonderful day today!
I don't understand it myself, but I must have met something
wonderful. And another war is coming and then there is SARs.
Frankly I'm scared to death. And there is no conclusion to this
message. Life is great now....and I hope it's great for all of you
too.
love
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