I need to go to SCHICK SHADEL HOSPITAL http://www.schickshadel.com/ I have anxiety, social phobia, panic attacks, basically +Depression+ 5 years ago My dad died from Mesothelioma, It's a rare cancer that he got when he was a welder/carpenter back when i was a lil girl. It was caused from working with asbestos. he thought he had a cold, but the cold got worse, and when he went to the doctor he had other symptoms that made the Dr. question if it was a cold or not. they did blood work, tests, and x-rays. THE BAD NEWS CAME FAST! HE WOULD DIE FAST. HE WAS DEAD WITHIN 2 WEEKS OF FINDING OUT HE HAD MESOTHELIOMA. My farther was always so healthy, and even rock climbed. within 1 month total from the first time he thought he had a cold tell the end \ he died. I was shocked and started drinking to numb the pain, the alcohol helped better then the Zoloft pills I was taking. I was told by the oncologist (Dr.) That Myself and my siblings need to take yearly x-rays to make sure we don't have Mesothelioma, the reason why is because my father brought the asbestos home on his work clothes everyday, and us kids breathed it. I thought it looked like white paint chips. Mesothelioma lays doormen in your body for 20 years or more before it decides to service and kill you. There is no Cure! Now Whats More embarrassing is airing my dirty laundry, I am out on a limb right now, I either sink or swim and I feel I need to be strong and ask for help. My Insurance will not cover the stay, It will cost me $15,000 cash up front to get the help I need. I have $5,000 saved and need to raise $10,000 more, and I think I can Through selling Items on Imvu, and my income through my Job. I am a preschool teacher. I know No matter how much I raise I will be able to get in.. I can be on a payment plan and pay monthly. I am at my lowest point right now, asking for help. This is not something I do. Any contributions will change my life and save me. I am an Alcoholic, and before I kill myself DRINKING I have decided to seek help. Schick Shadel Hospital's their Success Rate is almost 100%, They told me when they are done with me, I will throw up at the site or smell or taste of alcohol. They even said, certain coffee Creamers would make me sick, Wow! That's a miracle. If I don't get this treatment I will die, I want to do this for myself and my children, I'm only 33 and lost.... Please help me get healthy so I can live you will know 100% when you donate money to me, that I am 100% going. I will make sure you know.!!"> "please help me by donating. The Google adds below also help me, raise money, click on the links you are interested in only, and seach with my google search. Please only do this if your interested!" I understand that this is what we all call Life and everyone has problems and stresses, I am in no way special, Just seeking help. I AM IN NO WAY PERFECT, I do feel like I am begging, but if I get any crap from people who I think Our my friends, then I will know they are not my friends. And to others who don't know me, and ridicule me, then please keep it to yourself, and look in the mirror to remind yourself that we are all human trying to live in this world. Look at your own problems and struggles and realize no one is perfect... |
