| Sometimes it seems we've gone seperate ways, and it hurts. You don't say hello to me anymore. I have to say it first. And when I do, usually, it is a one word response... then nothing. Inside I feel sad because I want back that connection that was first had. I feel it always. I feel you always. I wonder if you feel me at all anymore. I never ever wanted to hurt you. I only wanted to love you. Surviving in my way, being the only way I have known how to be seems to have left a dry moat with no water for me to swim towards you. I needed you the other night. I needed advice. I needed to talk, and you shut me out. That hurt more than you could ever know. sad |
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