I have just done what I have to do to get by, as you have done the same.
Even in our silence, unspoken deeds, although my mouth has moved to share my darkness while yours remains closed, I know what lies underneath.
Right now, it is necessary.
but when you dis-acknowledge me, when you barely speak, when you turn your head, it is like a thousand daggers have pierced my soul.
if you only knew how many times I cry myself to sleep, wishing this all was different.
Loving without reason is the most confusing emotion ever. Loving alone is sometimes devastating.
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