i remember when You left explicit instructions.
that night i was to be inducted
into Your hall of owned.
if only had i known
what i was to become.
notes left to wear nothing,
blindfolded and trusting
to give my body to One
bitter sweet drops on my tongue
tasting the unknown
was everything i wanted.
to be the hunted
You discovered my urge
to be used and purged
hands gripping my neck
eyes roaming to inspect
every flaw that was my being
i fought my own fleeting
urge to run and escape
my fate.
stripped of decisions
whipped with firm precision
until bruises became my skin
from the surface to within
i received what You inflicted
Your punishments so wicked
even when You kissed my tears
and whispered in my ears
that You had control
i was the willing fool.
You finished long ago
left me alone
wanting in abandon
longing for Your domination
i am Your creation
yet You do not return
to test what i have learned
You taught me to wait
hours of silence at Your feet
so i lay beside Your chair
only Your collar to wear
i will wait till death
to feel Your breath.
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