Forgive me I am not pure
Forgive my inability to cure
All the ailments that inflict you.
Forgive me for no support
Forgive me that in time of need
I abandon and abort
Forgive my lack of stimulation
and absense of dedication
Forgive my insecurity
and often felt obscurity
Forgive me for not coming home
I was out wandering alone
Forgive my never-ending flow of tears
Forgive my expression of fear
Forgive my lack of strength
While you were awake, I slept.
Forgive me for not understanding
for being selfish and demanding
Forgive me for being around too late
For being eager and unwilling to wait
Forgive me for being insignificant
Forgive my wanting to be magnificant
Forgive my pushing to the front
Forgive my yearning and my want.
Forgive me if I turn away
Forgive me if I refuse to pray
Forgive me that I have not noticed
your lack of attention and focus
Forgive me for living in a dream
not seeing truth for what it seems
Forgive me for wearing blinders
to the silence that is a constant reminder
Forgive me for loving you without permission
Forgive me while I slip away
during this intermission.
Forgive me for disappearing
For seeming like I am not caring
Forgive me for not being able to speak
Forgive me for being weak.
venom