I see when I am not appreciated
that even as I feel my own shame
feelings are not the same
Reaching out at times I'm feeling low,
wanting to feel the comfort of you...
spit at with utter indifference,
hours pass without the admittance
of essential non caring,
not even daring
to take a moment to see
but how can you when...
"it's all about me"
This sick pattern
of allowing to be tattered
To be a whipping post
For you, nothing but a ghost
of a person that has no form
Even though he speaks with
words that harm...
Turning on the charm
when one is needed
I cannot care anymore,
My emotions are sore
from the constant commotion,
the want of devotion
that is only one sided
by one who has been blinded
by perception of what should be
"it's all about me"
Suddenly I hear static
Behavior is erratic,
but I'm out of control,
My feelings I can't hold,
Because I am not as grown,
not the image of your clone
Needing someone just alike,
to feel that you are right,
Because until one realizes,
That there are no suprises,
And they will TRULY be free
When they realize that he
needs it to "be all about me".
Alone now... this is how
A person will exist
When they think that they give
But only take even when it
makes hearts ache
Life passes you by,
while eyes cry,
At the sight of random
coldness and abandon.
So let it be all about you
As I strive to pursue
What dreams become reality,
In a place that is all about me.
venom