* It's OVER *

Mike and I broke up. I feel so bad and hurt. This guy who said he'd be there for me decides to just let it go. I had a feeling he didn't want to be with me anymore, he was just too scared to end it. He had excuses for EVERYTHING and when he was around me he acted like he wanted me because I guess he felt sorry for me. I just hate this! EVERY guy I have dated, ALL have turned out to be complete JERKS! These are the reasons that I want to just give up on them and go straight. I know I'm attracted to guys, but I think it's because that's all I've ever tried. Maybe it's time I've changed and just start trying girls again. I'm sick of this. He said he thinks its best if we got our lives situated before we have a relationship. I know he has some issues, EVERYONE has issues! The point of being in a relationship is to work out the issues TOGETHER! If your reading this Mike, yes I am pissed at you. You ignored all my calls, played with my heart and fucked with my mind. I'm just so mad and upset I don't know what else to say. I better just cool off... "A tiger in a cage, can never see the sun; this diva needs her stage, baby. Let's have fun, you are the one I choose, folks would kill to fill your shoes. You'd love the lime-life too now baby. So be kind and don't waste my time, just remember that I'm your baby. Take me for what I am, whom I was ment to be. And if you give a damn, take me baby, or leave me. Guess I'm leavin...I'm GONE!"

~James