* My Date *

I woke up this morning and got ready for my day. I got to his house WAY WAY too early, so I went to a parking lot down the road because I knew he wouldn't be ready. I sent Robby a text message and he called back saying he just woke up. I told him I was on my way and he went off to get ready. Around 10:15 I went to his house and I couldn't get in the gate, so he had to come and sign me in. This irratated him a bit, but rules are rules. Once we got there, we decided he would drive and we would go to Disney's MGM and later on go to Epcot for the fireworks. Well, we arived at MGM and the parking was all the way to the back so we parked in Cast Member parking. So we walked in and we tried to decide where to go. Where we went and all that isn't really important, but today we FINNALY started to act like a couple. It was nice to be able to hold his hands and cuddle durring the shows. The best moment was in the Drew Carey show with the headphones and the sounds. Over half the show is in complete darkness and we started off holding hands, then I rested my head on him, the he rested his head on me. I was SO happy because he was showing affection. Unfortunantly, the day had to end because they called him in to work. I know, I know, it totally sucks, but at least I had a great time for the hours I was with him. However there is still one problem, HE NEVER SMILES!!!!!! That is, he never smiles around me unless it is a fake making fun of people type of person. I guess one step at a time, but from what he told me the night before, I believe the main reason he is holding back(from what I got anyway), he's affraid to have a relationship not because he doesn't want to, but at the end of January he has to leave back to Washington and he doesn't want to get serious when he has to leave in a few months. I understand where he is coming from, and that does make it complicated, but live for the moment. As the playwrite William Saroyan said, "In the time of your life, live....so that in that wondrous time you shall not add to the misery and sorrow of the world, but shall smile to the infinite delight and mystery of it all". We are going to try to hang out again on Tuesday, but we'll see how that goes. I want to get him away from Disney or anything in that area so I can stop hearing the "and this is another reason why Disney© is better than Vavindi Universal©". Well, I just hope we figure this thing out soon, because I am ready for a relationship and I am tired of holding back. "Life's to short babe..I'm looking for baggage that goes with mine"(RENT, La Vi Bohemia part 2 aka Wine and Beer). Later Days!

~James