| Diary of Current Events |
| December 26 2003 Had an allright Christmas althought it didn't feel like it seeing as we had green grass and not a speck of snow. It was like spring which was odd cause usually it is like -20 and snowy for Christmas. Christian was gone to Quebec over Christmas, so I mainly stayed home and painted pictures for him. I had no money this year, so my artwork were good gift ideas. My family came over Boxing Day. Got lots of pics. January 1 2004 New Years Eve was allright this year. Spent it with Christian and his friend Cory and his girlfriend. We went out to Beaver Cresent to a few parties. All three parties got crashed early and by the end of the night Christian and I were quite drunk and him quite stoned. It was fun though. First party we went to, a guy rolled a abnormally long skinny joint Click Here For Pic! I got drunk off wine all night and felt like an old lady! Ha ha, I"m usually drinking Bud or Kokanee. Laura's out in Banff, Karim is in Egypt, Rachel's mom Becky is in PEI, and Matt is in Boston. Crazy this year. I looked pretty though (I thought) this NYE. I actually wore a skirt and my new tall boots. I was a hot chickie! Click Here For Pic! Chantel was out with Amber for NYE, and ended up getting a cab home before the countdown. I felt so bad, I wished she couldh've came out and seen me, but I was too far away. O, and I got to say 3,2,1 this year which was Good. And I kissed my boyfriend at 12 which I don't think I ever did before. (Kiss significant other at 12 on NYE I mean). February 11 2004 Started Weight Watchers today and hope to lose 15-20 lbs by the summer. February 14 2004 Went to Cory and Jess's house with Christian. Christian and Cory made supper for us girls. I swear, it was the best supper and was way better than I could ever imagine eating in a restaurant. Christian is by far the best cook I've ever met. He bought be koala slippers and chocolate. So I gotta totally try the whole self discapline thing because one chocolate is 3 points. We just stayed there all night then went to Christian's house and slept. Didn't argue all day which was a change. February 29 2004 I went to The Dome last night for Lisa's birthday. Me and Chantel got there at 9:15 and didn't know the Dome opened at 10 so we stood inside a little doorway by The Attic. We both wore matching short cheerleader skirts (mine was white and hers was pink). There will be pictures of that night on here very soon. Probably tomorrow. We looked super hot! Then we finally met up with Lisa and Tasha, Terra, and Falon. There was some other people there too, but I don't remember their names. I got drunk and had a lot of fun. I didn't dance at all which was very strange. We just stayed up on the balcony drinking. Then, stupid me, I came to the realization that I was sitting on a spinny swivel chair. Well, I thought this was pretty cool, and so did Chantel. She spun me around fast and it was crazy, cause I was drunk. So she did it again. LOL, all I remember is all of a sudden I slammed my forehead against the brick wall and I was on the ground. I was ok, just shocked that I fell. Chantel tryed pulling me up and people were looking at me. I was totally ok, and laughing. I mean, I wasn't THAT drunk! Like, I could walk straight and everything, just the force of the chair spinning fast knocked me off! Everyone was like, "are you ok?", Chantel didn't believe me that I was ok. Then I looked down at my knee cause I remeber banging it and it was all bloody. Then Chantel was all like, omg I'm so sorry! A guy that was with us used his sleeve and applyed pressure to stop the bleeding and it worked. Click here to see a pic the day after! In that pic, it doesn't show how bad it really is. But overall, it was a fun night. Oh yeah, I also cut my hand on a broked beer bottle accidentally that night! haha Oh yeah, almost forgot: I dumped Christian today. March 11 2004 It's very weird being single. I still don't know how yet. I am bored a lot of the time. It's a big lifestyle change. But anyways, I have a new obsession. Click Here for a Pic! I love handbags wink wink HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! April 7 2004 Recently I've been worried about the future. I am sot of a bit scared that I'm not going to fall in love again. I'm scared I'm not going to find "The One". I've been single for about a month now, and I haven't been single in 4 years. That is probably why I feel like this! I like being single and I don't want to be in a relationship, but I still feel a bit lonely. I sort of want someone there that cares. I sort of miss laying next to someone and being cute and cuddly! All I get now is laying next to someone who will only touch me to have sex. ARgh. But that's cool. I think I am going through withdrawl of all the love I recieved over the past 4 years from various constant boyfriends. I want to feel all happy when I think of someone and I want to feel giddy when I see them. Know what I mean? I miss it. But! I'm fine now, I llike being single. Just the lonleyness is in a little tiny spot in the back of my head. |
