Enjoying the pain I carved with my knife
Blood drops drip from my heart
Never wondered what love could impart
Suddenly a light in the darkness
Forcing me out of my deep abyss
Not time enough to know
Yet it seems so long ago
You happened upon my world
Feels like my life is hurled
I�m hurting deep inside
Afraid of what I hide
That no matter what you say
I don�t want to be lead astray
God promised me so many things
Yet deep inside I fear the strings
Will hold me down and keep me
And take away the one I am to be