The Aftermath
I glance your way and forget to speak
I turn to fast and I know you see me
In your mind you think nothing of it
Yet my head spins with ideas
I�m lost in a sea of endless thought
I see you again and chock out a greeting
My voice cracks but you pay me no mind
Just sit at your desk and continue your work
Again I bid you farewell and the skip in notes
Echoes in my ears and resounds in my head
I call a friend and you answer the phone
You scare me to death and suspicion rises again
Is someone playing a trick on me?
Why would you answer another phone?
I don�t even have your number to call
My heartbeat rises when they say your name
Your image remains burned in my head
I dream things about you I could never tell
How do you voice to the world such dark secrets?
Everyone thinks they know me and think I have forgotten
But it is impossible to forget what you vowed not to
Why do they look at me as if I�m innocent?
I know in my soul that something must happen
When will they see I�m darker then most?
I know what I hold inside and I know what I hide
Will there ever be another to take this all away?