I know not what the future holds
I am dictated by the pain of my past
The things that I want are not what I need
My body betrays my mind
Little pricks all over me
Bleeding in my head
I feel the energy between us
But this could never be
I�m bleeding to death
And you are distracted
We cannot help each other but
We need each other to live
My mistakes speak loud and clear
You are nowhere near there
And yet you are the loudest thing
So near and yet so far
I�d run around the world for you
But I know that will never happen
I�m here to catch you when you fall
Lift you up and help you try again
So do me the favor I will always do for you
Be here for me when I call and seem to fall
I don�t want you to pick me up just stay
Take this out of my hand and give me a reason
I know why it must be this way
The never-ending circle of my curse
The same death-dealing blow
But I come to the rescue again
Always understanding, always there
That first cut wasn�t the deepest
But it was the most painful
I will always be here catch you
And put you on your feet
The past dictates that about my future
I wait for the unknown to swallow me whole
I need you to pull me from the depths of fear
So fast does everything change
I wait to see how long it can last against the past
And the pain