I opened my eyes
And I couldn�t but cry.
I wanted so much to die
But instead I was alive
And my only comfort was to cry.
Took one good look in the mirror
And realized I was already dead.
Felt the blood rush to my head
The tears burning my face
As my pulse began to race.
Looked away from my reflection
Tried to run away
But I forced myself to stay.
I needed to watch my soul bleed
As the sun set on that dark day.
In my reflection was a dead soul
Yet there stood a body willing to fight
She refused to go gently into the night
Refused to give up all hope
Still thought she could find the light.
No use in fighting the inevitable
It all died a long time ago inside
Just wanted somewhere to hide
Someone in whom to confide
But they all lied.
